- Since my last entry, things had been happening in my life. I'm a little lazy to write down what really happened, but I can say that it is all bad memories. Two of my friends, who wanted to get together, could not due to the objection of the guy's mother. Haiz. I tried to make the situation better for the both of them, and nearly screwed every thing up. Thank God I didnt. I guess I poke my nose too deep into their issue. But I really pray that they can still become friends after this. It might be hard , but believe in God and all things can be done.
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Another thing that really bothers me is the issue with the agency. I have been facing issues with the agency and trying very hard to avoid them. They are so persistent and annoying. I just hope that they will give up soon. God in heaven, please help me in this. I just feel that I have come to a point where I could not turn back anymore. But yet, I do not have the courage to face them and staighten out things. I really disappointed with myself. Why am I not able to face my problems? Why did I choose to run away? I was thinking about it yesterday, and I realised that I changed after I broke up with jess. I used to talk things out and straighten things out with her when things went wrong. But it didn't work out. She always tries to avoid the problem by running away. And I guess I'm just trying to protect myself by running away. I'm so vexed. I just hope that this issue can be resolved quickly and that I would face my problems boldly in the future.
Another thing that really bothers me is the issue with the agency. I have been facing issues with the agency and trying very hard to avoid them. They are so persistent and annoying. I just hope that they will give up soon. God in heaven, please help me in this. I just feel that I have come to a point where I could not turn back anymore. But yet, I do not have the courage to face them and staighten out things. I really disappointed with myself. Why am I not able to face my problems? Why did I choose to run away? I was thinking about it yesterday, and I realised that I changed after I broke up with jess. I used to talk things out and straighten things out with her when things went wrong. But it didn't work out. She always tries to avoid the problem by running away. And I guess I'm just trying to protect myself by running away. I'm so vexed. I just hope that this issue can be resolved quickly and that I would face my problems boldly in the future.
`Sometimes @ 3:17 PM
