- Lots of things to do.. very little time...
Started watching Bleach and NANA animation during the weekends. And it turns out to be quite nice. Guess i wont be telling u wat its all abt (too troublesome for me).. if u're really interested u'll go find out urself, wont u? ;)
Started my gym and basketball routine this week, after of 2 months of non-exercise period. I have always wanted to gain some mass but have always failed to do so. This time to aid in this mission impossible, i've bought myself something that will help me gain mass. Wont know if it really helps one or two weeks time.
Haiz.. sometimes u'll jsut envy those who look a bit more handsome than u, or a bit richer than u, or those tt are cleverer than u, or those that get more attention than u... etc. Basically, u envy everyone. Well, tts human nature.
Seems like everyone has a misunderstanding abt wat a blog is all abt. A blog is actually a place where u share all ur sorrow, ur fear, ur happiness to the world. U can always make it private by putting a password to it. The thing to blogging is, there's always ppl around that do not agree with wat u do or they are not sensitive to how others feel. So ppl begin to hide their feelings and dun dare to blog it all out. Remember tt there was one time where i put a password to my blog? Its cos someone who wasnt suppose to read it was reading it, and it had created quite a stir during tt time. The thing is, I dont mind ppl reading it, as long as u read and forget, and dun bring it out, then its ok with me.
So did u jsut forget everything already?
`Sometimes @ 7:57 PM
- Went out with jing wei, wong and randy to orchard today. Jing wei wanted to sign up for MDIS, which in the end, he didnt.. most probably cos he cant find a suitable course. We talked a lot today.. from NCC to studies to work.. from books to food to girls. We even thought of opening up a kayaking centre to teach ppl to kayake. Then i can do part time and earn money.. yea!
Went to bookshops as randy was looking for printing paper and transparent folders. He bought a stack of printing paper which was so heavy that u could all his veins coming out. And he had to bring it around wherever we go.. poor randy lolz.
Saw ashikin at the burger king with his group of friends. One thing i hope im not wrong is that i can tell that he had tone down quite a bit.. especially after he started school. Well, actually he is a nice person deep inside him, but somehow he just like to show people him the naughty side of him...
Then we saw Amy on the mrt station on our way back. Wow.. its been a month since i last saw her. I didnt really keep in contact with her cos i know this thing is going no where. There's always this 'one day lag' in between us. Still remember the days where she used to call me and msg... then when i msg back, it'll take like forever to get a reply.. she calls it the 'one-day lag' between our phones.. I wanted to give her a msg jsut now, but i dropped the idea. I just dont want to drag or keep hopes alive.. at least to myself. For all that i know, this may be a one way thing.. and i could be thinking too much...kaozzz
Damn.. my room is so freaking hot and stuffy. Cant wait to go to somewhere nice and cozy...
`Sometimes @ 8:16 PM
totally touched after watching this music video... ok watever.. im too sentimental, so be it.. though the story is common, but it still touches my heart..
here's the live version, just in case ur interested http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BKE6yA8S390&NR
`Sometimes @ 7:22 PM
- A simple dinner at the jourong point pizza hut with bennett, chee hao and iggy yesterday to 'celebrate' bennett's b'day. Guess that a lot couldnt turn up due to their commitments in schools. We do away with the cake as we thought that it would be very gay with its only the 4 of us with the cake, with no girls around.
Its finally friday again. That means i must finish my tutorial today in school cos i wont do it at home. ok back to study liao.....
`Sometimes @ 9:31 AM
- Its Union day tml.. Yea.. no school for 1030 to 1430! Tt means my lab class will b cancelled! Wahaha.. Too bad there will be a make up lab.. sianz..
Turns out that i can communicate better with malay girls then chinese girls.. weird.. For guys i have denfinately no prob..lolz..
`Sometimes @ 8:10 PM
`Sometimes @ 8:10 PM
- Its study eat sleep study eat sleep study eat sleep study eat sleep study eat sleep study eat sleep study eat sleep study eat sleep study eat sleep study eat sleep study eat sleep study eat sleep study eat sleep study eat sleep study eat sleep study eat sleep study eat sleep study eat sleep study eat sleep study eat sleep study eat sleep...........
Miss fated and Mr its over.... will they ever patch up?
`Sometimes @ 8:24 PM
- Feeling really sick today.. flu, stomach cramp, slight feverish, dry throat...
Its suppose to be bennetts b'day today.. but seems like nobody's going.. But we promised to have a makeup party for him someday.. when all of us are free.. i hope.
Happy B'day Bennett!
`Sometimes @ 9:21 PM
- Felt really tired after waking at 10am today..
Celebrated ZS 's b'day yesterday at Riverside Indonesian restaurant. Its 2nd time i visited the place. The food was good, but last time i only paid $10.. this time is $19.. Mayb their promotion period was over. Haha.. felt so paiseh when i had to lent $10 from wei jun to pay my bill. I got like $30 initially, then i forgot that i used $10 to buy cashcard, $10 for ZS's present.. the im left with only $10...
This time, Kailing and jasmine joined us in the dinner. Omg, didnt see Jasmine for like 3 years already, i guess. Cake cutting and photo taking was done after we had our dinner, followed by a walk down to the Eski bar. The feeling was great. At only sub-zero degree celcius, only iggy and me manage not to wear any jacket.. wahaha. I have totally no knowledge on beers and cocktails, so i used randomly picked a black russian.. and it turn out to be nice. :) And im starting to like that feeling.
One of the 3 rules broken, now it left with two rules.
`Sometimes @ 10:57 AM
- The long waited weekend is FINALLY here!!!... after 5 days of suffering...
Damn.. im going crazy... suddenly have the thought to do the really really bad stuff... like !"£$%$ and !"$&% and &(*&%" and &*("£5... yea, and im crazy.
Suddenly have the urge to really enjoy myself during the 4 yrs of my uni.. like scoring really bad grades... and escaping school.. etc etc... Crazy Shit! and some really bad stuff tt i dun want to mention.. but i cant.. something from within is stopping me.. oh crap..
ok gtg out and celebrate ZS b'day liao... see u later
`Sometimes @ 5:59 PM
- Just realised that im having a 'No life' life in campus. Its practically Lecture, tutorial, and library so far.
Attended astronomy lecture with sha today.Astronomy lecture was fun, with the chinese lecturer trying his best to pronounce some english words, which of course, made the whole lecture group laugh. Though i could hardly understand wat hes taking about sometimes, hes lecture was still fun compare to all my other lectures.
Met my mentor today. Talk to him about the GE, PE and core AUs tt im really confused about. At least now, my doubts are cleared.
`Sometimes @ 6:18 PM
- Saw her today.. with her boyfriend this time. And this time i was like staring at her, trying to figure out if its her. She has grown slimer, and prettier. She looked at me, looked away, and looked at me again. As we walked past each other, i smiled. Maybe because im happy that she found a boyfriend. But after a while, when i think back, i do feel a bit of sourish within me.
Had my tutorial marathon today. Tuesday is my tutorial day. And everything is still ok. Physic and econs tut is ok, but maths lesson was slow. The tutor went thru the 1st 5 qns which were easy, but and left the next 5 hard ones unattended cos theres not enough time. Damn.. i need to find someone gd in maths to teach me, especially after 2 yrs of 'No maths" period.
My class has only 5 girls, but all of them turn out to be quite pretty. Too bad that pretty girls dont last...
Just took up astronomy as one of my prescribe elective. Tomorrow will be the lecture. And i can always drop it if i dont like..
`Sometimes @ 7:13 PM
- Went out yesterday . It was suppose to be a class outing, but in the end, only iggy and gui turn up. And gui pang sei us before the movie. So its just left with iggy and me to the movie. Went to watch fast and furious: Toyko Drift. How 'romantic' was that man? Luckily, both of us are not gay.. phew!
The movie's story plot was ok only.. not the fantastic type. But the action part was nice. But as compared to Initial D, i still think the latter was better.
After which, we met up with Zhisheng and Kailing at raffles city to have our dinner. Dinner was settled at 'The Soup Spoon’ as recommended by Kailing. And we met Ryan there. How come whenever we go out, we dont see him. But when we go out with Kailing, then we'll see him? Could this means something? Hahaha..
The crowds at esplanade and marina was amasing. People was squeezing their way thru crowds, with small kids and old folks in wheelchair among the crowds. Fireworks never fail to bring Singaoreans together.
Fireworks was... spectacular, as usual. Initially, it was in synchronised timing, forming beautiful patterns in the sky. Then, towards the end, it turn to be a bundle of fireworks exploding in the sky, lighting the whole sky with colorful lited sparks. We were so close to the fireworks tt we could felt the remains of the fireworks falling down on us.
This made me think of using fireworks to ask for someone's hands in marriage. If only we could do that, wouldnt it be great? It would be soooo romantic... But sad to say, we cant do that in Singapore for now. But who knows wat will happen in the future.
`Sometimes @ 9:26 AM
- Went to the national camp opening ceremony today. VIP was MOS.. not Minstry of Sound, but Minster of State. Huge bangs, remote controlled planes, cutter pulling, dragonboats, and all sort of dance and music. I was constanting trying to avoid Maj Chua cos i dont know wat to say to him. Disappointed as i only get to see warrand Lim and warrand Kitto. Didnt get to see the rest... From wat i heard, national camp is like a big camp feast, cos just like camp feast, the instructors have to do the same thing for 3 days. But its a BIG one.
Cant find any subjects to add to my general electives. They were either too hard, or clashes with my current timetable. sad. Damn.. I have totally lost my mood to study. If i continue to feel this way, it will definately affect my grades. So its best that i get my 'feelings' back asap.
`Sometimes @ 11:33 PM
- Saw Janet and her friends at the carnival booth today. Janet and her friends are trying v hard to promote their DIY jewelleries. So whoever is free, feel free to visit them and support them!
Also saw Shasha in campus. She's in Computer Engineering 3rd year already. Dun noe why, but we just had a lot to talk about.
And saw my friend, Z, at the bus interchange. He was one of my best ASLC friend. We went thru thick and thin, and he was the one there to encourage and support me whenever i needed one. Oh God, i miss him.
Fidaous, andy and me are going to visit the national camp tml. Tomorrow will be the official opening for the National Camp. NCC.. a place where i can find familiar faces.
Looking forward to tomorrow...
`Sometimes @ 7:32 PM
Yea! Its national day today! Partially sad cos it will be the last time at the national stadium. After today, they are going to tear it down and build a new one. The one u r listening to now is this yr's national day theme song. And here are some pic that i found...
`Sometimes @ 8:53 PM
- Only one lecture today! And its a super- duper boring Life science lecture! Thought i could do some read up on my econs, but i didnt. I read this super interesting chinese article on the nayang Chronicle that says:
There Is No Good Man On Earth (sry for the direction translation)
世上没有好男人
世上没有好男人
The story goes about saying how a true gentleman turns bad.
When he was still a teenager, he was devoted and believes in true love. He was into a few realtionships, but sadly, none of them lasted. Reason behind is because he is too kind, too innocent, and too gentleman.
At the age of 28, he starts to turn 'bad'. Cos he believes that girls like guys that are naughty. Girls believes that guys that are naughty are romantic, humorous, and girls have great satisfication conquering them. He tried one-night stand, starts to talk dirty jokes. And he soon realise that he has made himself attractive to girls.
And he wrote:
Actually, every guy wanted to be a faithfull partner;
Actually, every guy look at a girl's face and not her breast;
Actually, every guy dont like to talk dirty jokes;
Actually, every guy want to love the girl til the very end;
But girls dont like this type of guys. Girls find them childlish, old-fashion, and plain.
So guys start to evolved, and change to the type that girls like.
Guys start to say dirty jokes, become humerous, learn to say sweet stuff even though they dont really mean it, learn to pretend to concern, learn to buy gifts...
心里有爱的时候, 没有女人； 有了女人， 却永远没了爱的感觉。在听到女人抱怨世上没有好男人的时候，他们不会再去做一个好男人，只是微笑着擦肩而过。。。
When he was still a teenager, he was devoted and believes in true love. He was into a few realtionships, but sadly, none of them lasted. Reason behind is because he is too kind, too innocent, and too gentleman.
At the age of 28, he starts to turn 'bad'. Cos he believes that girls like guys that are naughty. Girls believes that guys that are naughty are romantic, humorous, and girls have great satisfication conquering them. He tried one-night stand, starts to talk dirty jokes. And he soon realise that he has made himself attractive to girls.
And he wrote:
Actually, every guy wanted to be a faithfull partner;
Actually, every guy look at a girl's face and not her breast;
Actually, every guy dont like to talk dirty jokes;
Actually, every guy want to love the girl til the very end;
But girls dont like this type of guys. Girls find them childlish, old-fashion, and plain.
So guys start to evolved, and change to the type that girls like.
Guys start to say dirty jokes, become humerous, learn to say sweet stuff even though they dont really mean it, learn to pretend to concern, learn to buy gifts...
心里有爱的时候, 没有女人； 有了女人， 却永远没了爱的感觉。在听到女人抱怨世上没有好男人的时候，他们不会再去做一个好男人，只是微笑着擦肩而过。。。
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How? Touching ornot?
Woot tml national day!!! No study! Yea.. Happy National Day everyone!!!
Woot tml national day!!! No study! Yea.. Happy National Day everyone!!!
`Sometimes @ 7:05 PM
- 1st day of Lect was.. taxing.
Lots of revisions needed. Though the topics covered today were mainly JC stuff, i could only remember bits and pieces of it. Maths and Physics i can still handle, its the material science (mostly chemistry) and econs that made me breathless. Luckily i read up a bit on econs b4 attending the lecture, if not, i will be a totally lost sheep. The maths lecturer took 1hr to finish 1 chapter, and the econs took 2hrs to finish the chapter. Damn.. JC days were better. With the 'useless' notes tt the we had to print, and the lecturer rushing thru the lesson, its as good as throwing us a book and telling us to read it ourselves. But its ok. Uni life IS like this. Thats how we learnt to be indepentent.
Its just a small world.. specially in Uni. I meet sooo many ppl today. Fromthose whom i never contact, to those who u never expect to see. People like Daphen, my 1st 3 months Pj OG leader, ben ang, min yu, Tian yi ( and he's in EEE), my platoon mate in SISPEC whom i forgot his name, and of course, 'her' (if u still remember the 18 day thingy, that is). Well ya, and we saw each other eye to eye.
Uni was crowded with all the CCA booths trying to promote their CCAs today. Bennett wanted to join the ODAC or sports club. And i've decided to join a v unique club, called the slackers club.
Seriously hope tml will be a better day...
`Sometimes @ 6:37 PM
- Went to Uni for the Freshman welcome day today. And it was a bit better than yesterday. We had a "Light-up" ceremony, dance and choir performing for us.
Damn bennett pang sei me today. So i call weijun to meet up with him. But he was late as he had to wait for his other friends. In the end, i met bennett's friend outside the audi and gave up waiting.
I saw quite a few of Pj-ians today, surprisingly. Though they were not from my class, some actually talked to me. Well, in Uni, under that kind of strange environment, we'll talk to anyone u hav seen before, if not u'll feel really lonely.
Went with bennett and his friends to buy lecture notes today, only to find out that the lecture notes are all jumbled up when i reached home. I have to manually refer to the chapters on the web to sort them out.
Found my source of motivation today...
Just 3 more days to start of my 1st lecture!
`Sometimes @ 6:10 PM
- 1st day at the Uni was... boring.
Met up with andy in the morning (who was as usual, late!) before entering the nayang auditorium. The talk was informative, but boring. All the AUs, all the point system, all the people from china and india really makes my stress level goes up. Worse thing is, some of the professors for my engineering course are from china. And u shld know how china ppl speak english. I was quite disappointed with the DEAN of CoE too. Though i could still understand what he said, his english isnt fluent enough. I mean, comeon, as a DEAN of a school of engineering, i expected higher standards.
Met bennett and his friends during reception. We went to canteen B for lunch and EEE orientation talk after that. EEE wasnt really my cup of tea, but bennett was interested, and i dont want to be alone, so i tagged along. I would have gone to MAE otherwise.
Surprise thing is, i actually met wei jun. Didnt see him for like 2 years already. And its still the same old wei jun, no change appearence definately.
I went to check out bennett's hostel after all the talks. Its was still ok, spacious enough for 2 people. His friend and him intended to clean up the room, and i didnt know that i was so crazy and helpful enough to help out. Well, it wasnt really nice standing there and watching them do all the work, is it?
Uni life hasnt impress me yet. I was still hoping for more vibrant and colorful things to happen. Will my Uni life be as colorful as my JC life? Or will it be a dull and uninteresting one?
`Sometimes @ 8:55 PM
- DAMN DAMN DAMN! I have to take econs and bio for my course.. SUCKY! And its a five-day week somemore.. sainz!
`Sometimes @ 11:56 AM
- I suddenly got this passion to teach the cadets again. I miss my days with the cadets. I miss the days where i can hear them laugh when they do camp feast, their songs while marching, their look of fear when they are at the top of the rapelling tower, their silly questions, their childish looks... I miss every part of it, really. I wonder if i can get all this back someday.
`Sometimes @ 9:03 AM
Last moments with Gabin
`Sometimes @ 4:08 PM
