- Totally in love with these pics... damn cool!
`Sometimes @ 1:47 PM
- I came across this interesting article on Ramadan that reads :
"...Muslims take advice from the Prophet who said, "If one slanders you or aggresses against you, say I am fasting." This psychological improvement could be related to better stabilization of blood glucose during fasting as hypoglycemia after eating, aggravates behavior changes. There is a beneficial effect of extra prayer at night. This not only helps with better utilization of food but also helps in energy output. There are 10 extra calories output for each unit of the prayer (wow). Again, we do not do prayers for exercise, but a mild movement of the joints with extra calorie utilization is a better form of exercise. Similarly, recitation of the Quran not only produces a tranquility of heart and mind, but improves the memory....
...God says in hadith qudsi that "Fasting is for Me and I only will reward it". In another hadith, the Prophet Mohammad (peace be upon him) has said "If one does not give up falsehoods in words and actions, God has no need of him giving up food and drink""
`Sometimes @ 11:09 PM
- I finally went out with my mother on a shopping trip after two years.. imagine that! Ha... mayb its just because i wanted to hide away from all my tutorials and lab reports, and of course, to accompany her. Haha.. she was so happy when i decided to go with her.
My mom, my sis and I went to IMM today to buy some grocery for dinner later. The moment we arrived there, I could see that my mom was so happy she couldnt help smiling. Ha.. I guess all women like to shop, dont they? She held on to my arm, just like what she used to do in the past. We went for lunch and shop around the $2 shop (forgot the name), and giant. Come to think of it, I hasnt really been to IMM for 2 years now, and there are definately some changes there.
As usual, we bought a LOT of stuff!.. yup, its so much that all our hands were used to carry them. There was a promotion to do a body checkup there too, but mom had insisted on not doing it. I would say that its ignorance, rather, cos she was afraid that after the checkup, we might found out some disorders or problems within her. Well, I couldn't really force her, can I?
I'll hav to start my lab report later.. time is running out.
`Sometimes @ 3:08 PM
- houki boshi
I like the tempo and meaning of the song.. just incase you dont understand the song, here's wat it means:
Alone, I looked up into the nighttime sky and I saw a comet.
I wanna meet it right this second but I can't fly through the sky.
If, perhaps, I got the chance to become a comet,
I know I'd shoot across the sky and fly away.
Whenever you're unhappy,
Just look up into the night sky.
I'll be the sparkle of light that cheer you up.
I'll reach you for sure on this momentary beam of light,
and shine light on your present and tour the sky.
If I got the chance to become a comet,
I know I'd stay by your side, always.
`Sometimes @ 4:01 AM
- Hmm.. Lets see. Today is really an interesting and tiring.
First, I went out with yinaisi, jason, kailing and zs for supper in the middle of the night (yes, 12am for supper on a saterday night). We had our supper at dinner. I can't really remember the name of the shop, but the food there is nice. Then we went to 'chill' out at east coast park. Breeze there is nice and cooling, and the atmosphere there is quiet and romantic. Finally, yinaisi drove us home and I managed to reach home at 4am. Thanks yinaisi! :)
I went out again with wong, randy, normie and jw this afternoon. I met up with wong and randy at PS and we managed to catch a movie at The Cathay. The name of the movie was 'Pulse', and I wouldnt recommend you to watch it. The story plot was bad, and all of us regretted watching it.. ha! After that, we met up with normie and jw at marina square (yes.. its the place i spent with u til late night..). We ate at the 'Bao Qing Tian' and play bowling after that. Yup.. we managed to do something productive (finally..) instead of just eating and going back home. Dead tired now.
Haiz.. I'll have to spent the rest of my term break Studing!.. unless YOU call me out. haha... Its past midnight already, which means today is the start of the fasting month (and i really hope this fasting month will pass quickly). Alright, time to hit the bed!
`Sometimes @ 12:05 AM
- 2 more days til the end of Hungry Ghost Festival.. which means 17 more days to moon cake festival!! Yea! Got mooncake eat loh. Wahaha! I didnt really get to celebrate mooncake festival during my army days, and i SO miss it. I can still remember the days when i used to light candles at the playground, and play around with my paper lanterns with my sisters. Then when the wind comes, i will hold on tight to my lantern so that the candles inside will not tilt and burn my lantern. And i use to cry for a new lantern if my lantern get burnt... hahaha... good old childhood days! I missed them so much...
Its 3 more days to fasting month! Yup! Lets all give our moral support to all our muslim friends out there.. (ps. Its a very good way to do on a diet too.. :) )
To all our muslim friends out there: JIA YOU!! saya percaya awak boleh!!
`Sometimes @ 8:17 PM
- Met xi xuan at the mrt station today. Thought i'll never see her again after my seconday school. We used to be quite close to one another as shes the one who sit beside me during class, taught me those qns that i dont know know how to do... etc. Then, stupid rumors starts to spread about us. Well, if u know me enough, u'll know wat i would've done. I started to draw a gap between us. This gap gets bigger each day. Then we moved on to different classes during our sec 3. Although we still see each other at school, i'll normally be the one trying to ignore her. And so, its been like that til now.
But i've changed. Today, i was surprised to see her at the station. I knew that somehow, she'll ignore me or pretend not to see me, cos thats what i'll always do. And so, I looked at her, til she looks back at me. We smiled and talked.. just like before. I think she must be totally surprised that i took the initiative..
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I had my life science quiz today, and i was totally disappointed. Only scored 21/35 after studing so hard for it. My friend, on the hand, didnt even touch his tutorial, scored 27/35. This is so unfair. I thought that if i put in effort into studing, i might at least be on par or score better than him. But i was wrong. The result from studing and not studing is the same.. so what's the point of studing?
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To auntie:
Thanks for the company just now. I know that u have put in effort into trying to make me happy. And im very gladful for that. Though it didnt really workout, I'm glad that u tried. And thats what i want from you... really. I want u to try, even if the outcome is not as disirable as you want it to be.
Thanks, once again. :)
Thanks for the company just now. I know that u have put in effort into trying to make me happy. And im very gladful for that. Though it didnt really workout, I'm glad that u tried. And thats what i want from you... really. I want u to try, even if the outcome is not as disirable as you want it to be.
Thanks, once again. :)
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Next week will be my term break. But it seems like i'll have to study during my break. Lab reports, tutorials, physic quiz, and topics to read up. I want to go out! but i also need to study... damn.. like wat my maths lecturer always say: LIFE's HARD! isnt it?
`Sometimes @ 8:19 PM
- Sad... and i dont know the reason why. You can call me insane but sometimes, i just felt sad for no reason. Saddness is often a by-product of low self-esteem and emptiness, i guess.
Needed someone to cheer up... (ps. dun get angry if i dont reply.. i just dont feel like talking)
`Sometimes @ 9:12 PM
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I got the link from qi.. give ur support by going to the webbie now.
`Sometimes @ 10:43 PM
- Studied for the whole day today! I cant believe it myself.. cos its SUNDAY! haiz.. And i've nv study for the whole day since my JC life.. (oops.. forgot that i dont need to study during my army days, thats why they say army makes everyone dumb). But it was worht it. I finally got an idea of wat my lecturers were saying during those boring lectures. Gosh.. I dont want to think of it now.. its gonna make me headache... codons, mitochondria, DNA, RNA, mitosis, meiosis, protein, carbohydrate, translation, transcription, Ichigo, Rukia, Renji.. (oops too much of my bleach anime..)
Finally got the microsoft office 2007.. and it ROX! totally.. but its only a beta. I also found out that u have to pay $1.50 if you want to get it from the official webbie. Well.. i got it for free.. Wahaha. If you want it too, you can ask from me ;)
`Sometimes @ 9:59 PM
- Goshh.. i feel so bad.
I went to the gym today. I hasnt been working out for a week already, and now my arms feels like jelly. After which, i went to cut my hair and decided to take mrt home. The mrt station was crowded with lots of people. Guess that the trains had been delayed for some reason. And when the train arrived, everyone tried to squeeze into the train. Ok this is still normal. Then when we reached jurong east station, an indian guy stand beside me, with his arms supporting the wall near the seats. A lady happened to be sitting there. She noticed the unbearable smell that was coming from him. I noticed it too, and tried hard to ignore it. She couldnt stand the smell and start to cover her nose. Her expression is so funny that i couldnt help laughing. Well, of course i didnt really laugh out. I was trying so hard to control myself that my whole body was shaking. I think the people around me thought that im a lunatic or something. Gosh.. it takes like forever to reach my station.
Haiz.. its work, work and more work. Tutorials, lab formal report and life science quiz to prepare.. Stress!
She lost her star today... So wat does it imply?
`Sometimes @ 8:22 PM
- Today was a good day. Everything went quite smoothly, just as i thought. Astro quiz was quite easy.. luckily. Next would be my life science quiz.. which i have totally no confidence in. I'll most probably start my life science revision tml.. cos i hardly study during my weekends. Haiz.. still no news on when my econs quiz will be.
Really enjoyed myself after my astro quiz... thns to her accompany. I wouldnt say much here.. if you know where to find, then you can find that all i want to say is written there.
Hmm.. just one question. Anyone out there knows how to translate the phase "xin ling zi chuang" or "ling hun zi chuang" in english?
`Sometimes @ 9:19 PM
- Sad. Only scored 65 marks for my material sciences, and my friend got 85 marks.. goshh. Total of 20 questions and each of them carry 5 marks.. but to think on the bright side, it only 15% of my total marks for the subject. That means i scored 9.75 out of 15.. but he scored 12.75.. haiz.. 12.75 is still better.. damn. And the system is definately unfair. All of us got a diff set of questions.. and unfortunately, i think, my questions are slightly harder then my friend's. Not Fair!
Astro tml.. i hope my luck turns for the better.. if not i can kill myself right after the test...
`Sometimes @ 9:16 PM
- Everyone's STRESS at school... CA starting tomorrow! Got material science quiz tomorrow. Then just now wei jie ask me if got maths CA ornot... OMG! if there is really maths CA tml, then im dead meat. Ok la.. not that i dont know my stuff.. I just need time to adapt to exams again (after two yrs of chiong shua period). But i really there isint. Astro CA on wed, and i have left abt 1 chpt left to study. Got life science CA next.. and im totally worried of it, especially when there no life science tutorial, and i dont understand wat the lecturers are saying during lecture. Haiz.. i wonder how im going to survive... Then physic CA is the 1st week of oct, luckily. Good thing is, all the CA are all MCQs. So if i put all my ans A, i get at least 25% correct (pss.. thats wat the lecturer say). Haiz.. just hope everything goes smoothly. And bless my friend too, cos i can see tt she is so busy writing reports and stuff tt she is skipping lunch and dinner. Lets all go thru this together and support each other morally...
`Sometimes @ 9:15 PM
- Everyday, i come home with a tired face. I never had a good talk with her since my army days. And everyday, you see her, she is like.. " ok.. she's still at home. She havent go to work yet." Then you'll most probably hoped that she goes to work quickly so that you can have a little of peace. And the most common thing i'll do is hide in my small little room right after i come back and avoid any sort of conversation...
But today, when i finally took a good look at her, and had a conversation with her, i realised that she had actually grown much older. Those white hair that seems to increase with days, those veins or blood vessels that were protruding from her thighs and legs, those hunched backs, and those winkled face.. it made me feel very 'xin suan'. Having the thought that she might actually leave me one day terrifies me. Im not prepared not let her go yet.. not til she stops working and enjoys her retirement. Not til i've fully repay my debts for her.
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Ever thought of reliving ur life again? I have. And i wanted it so badly cos my life was a disaster. So many things that i hope i didnt do.. so many things that i hope i could have done or done better. Then, I'll have a perfect life. Thats sounds so great.. but it'll never happen. Not til someone invents the time machine or something...
`Sometimes @ 1:45 PM
- Haiz... Material Science quizz next tuesday, Astro quiz on wednesday an lab formal report on thurs... and i still havent get down to studing yet! Damn...
Sometimes, I just take longer time to understand wat people really want.. but on the other hand, mayb i did really understand wat they want a long time ago, just im am overwhelmed with wat im thinking. Crab... Luckily its over already. Phew!
ienai itami, kanashimi de kizutsuita kimi yo
kesenai koto mo seoiattekou
ikiru koto nagedasanaide
tsunaida, kimi no te o
itsuka ushinatte shimau no ka na
usurete yuku egao to kimi o mamoritai kara
hibiku boku o yobu koe sae kare
tokesou kaze ni kikasaretatte
kimi o mitsukedasu
ienai itami, kanashimi de kizutsuita kimi mo
waraenai nante, hito kirai nante kotoba sou iwanaide
mienai mirai ni okoru koto subete ni imi ga aru kara
ima wa sono mama de ii, kitto kizukeru toki ga kuru darou
You and Me, two are spoken.
itsuka wakariaeru kara
`Sometimes @ 8:35 PM
- I have always enjoyed my 1hr bus trip home. Looking at the cars that drive pass infront of me, the sceney that quiet and peaceful, and listening to the love songs from my mp3 player. Its gives me time to stop at my tracks and reflect on my life. Memories, be it sad or happy ones, flashes back right before my eyes. Friends, families and all those special ones that have made my life unqiue. I get to reflect on wat i hav done wrong and wat i hav not, why somethings happen this way and not the other...
A doctor can cure any illness in the world, except his own illness...
`Sometimes @ 8:15 PM
- Its the time of the season again.. to study. CA is next week.. haiz. Which means i have to spent my weekend reading thru those lect notes and memerising those formulas again.
Been really busy this week.. with too many things happening and not enough sleep. Totally addicted to the anime Bleach.
Just happen to realise that i always see someone in my class wherever i go. Gosh, she's also in the same elective as me.. -_-! Too bad im not interested.. haha.. but my friend who is quite interested one got like totally no fate with her.. Sad!
The calm always follows after the storm..
`Sometimes @ 7:21 PM
`Sometimes @ 3:16 PM
- Its NCC flag day today.. so if u happen to see a lot of ncc cadets roaming the streets asking for donations, make their life easiler by making a simple donation. I bet its gonna be a fun and busy day for all my HQ staff out there.
Its friday again.. that means i hav to do my tutorial before tuesday so that i wont get pinpoint by my tutors. Had a bad experience with my material science tutor that day, when i couldnt do wat he wanted me to do. Not because i dont want to do it, but cos i dun understand the concept. Then he started saying things like "Its important to get wrong. The most important thing i want u all to do is try." Though he didnt specifically mention the name, he was sort of like hinting something.
`Sometimes @ 6:47 PM
