- Yesterday was quite happening for me. Leonard and I went to one of the pubs in St James to chill and was joined by jess after that. It is the 1st time ever I drank so much liquor. 3 bottles. I remembered the most 1 drank is only 1 bottle and some cocktails. Haha. I got a bit high after that. But I'm still in control. I just want to let loose myself a little. Its been a very long time since I ever let loose myself. After that, we went to watch Get Smart, yihan's YMCA movie. Movie was good, but I couldn't concentrate very well and got a little sleepy. Haha. Well thank God I managed to hang in there. Then I sent jess home after that. I didn't do that for two weeks already. Anyway, a gentleman always send a girl home.
Frankly, I'm still trying to adapt my life without her. My free time where I used to spend with her, now I have to spend alone. I have to constantly find activities for myself to do, constantly keep myself busy. I guess she has more activities than I do, so most probably she'll have an easier time trying to find someone to hang out with.
`Sometimes @ 6:10 AM
