- Glad that I finally have the opportunity to see Chun Hoe, Yu wei, alvin, tian shun and jun yang. Didn't get to see Ting feng and Eng hua though. And its been 5 years already. How time flies. We used to hang out so often together. Chun Hoe and tian shun gained some weight, and I could not recognize them at first sight. But they still remain the same. My same old buddies who can talk about anything under the sun.
Spoke with mingli today. It was a good talk. And I'm actually glad that she mentioned about the email that I wrote to her. Sometimes, I don't know why I ask the questions when I have the answer in my mind. And the more I spoke to her, the more answers came to my mind, and the lesser doubts I have. Well, maybe that's what cell group leaders are suppose to do, isit? Its conviction. And I suddenly realise that some thoughts that I have in the past might be wrong.
Once, I ask a close friend of mine: Will you forget all the bad memories that you once had?
When I ask myself this question, I know that I would. I would just forget what I want to forget. Its amazing how I can do it so easily. Maybe its because I did it so often in the past that it had become so easy for me. And the most amazing thing is, I can pretend that nothing has happened. Not a lot of people can do that, and I don't know if its a good thing. Pastor once said that if a person has hurt you, and he apologised, it doesn't mean that event didn't occur before. Well, I can only say that I will only bring it up when I want to share this experience with someone else so that they won't walk the same footstep that I once walked. And othertimes, I choose to forget.
Never look back. Never dwell in the past. Because God is always on the move, and he never looked back.
`Sometimes @ 7:36 PM
