- Things can't get any worse, can it? The moment I stepped out of the house yesterday, I know that things are going to change.
Stubbornness caught the both of us, and none was willing to give in. 23 missed calls in 2 hours. That's a record breaking for me. And when I called back, she simply hangs up. Is this a kind of joke? Then she starts throwing my notes and stuff around, locks my room, and tries to lock me out of the house. Some people just don't believe that things can be talked out.
Quarrel is inevitable the moment I see her. Its only a matter of how serious it is. So to avoid it, I didnt't want to go home til she goes to work. I mean, how to talk to someone when you can't even start a proper conversation in the first place.
Today, I tried talking to her at a very calm tone at first, but the moment she opens her mouth, she starts scolding. Whatever I said was useless. I guess its gonna take a long while before she finally calms down.
She confiscated my money, my cards, and I wonder how I'm going to survive. Left with only $1 plus in my ez-link card, I wonder if it would be enough to bring me home tonight. Then again, I don't even know if I should be going home. Will she locked me out again? She also threathens to throw my stuff away if I don't move out by end of this month. Things can't get anyworse, can it?
I have papers coming up, but have no mood to study. As I stared at the notes and papers, all that came into my mind are her scoldings and crying.
Sometimes I wondered, have I made the right choice?
`Sometimes @ 1:41 PM
