- Lost in my world of thoughts. Initially I thought I would feel better if I share my feelings and thought with someone, but I was wrong. I felt worse. Sometimes, things are just so unfair. People getting better grades when they put in lesser effort. Is this the kind of tricks heaven usually play on man?
I don't need you to cheer me up, I don't need you to encourage me. I just need you to hear what I want to say and just agree. It's so hard trying to find someone to agree to your thoughts these days.
I tried very hard not to get into depression this time round, but it seems in vain. The thought of death even came to me just now. Sometimes you feel that life is so tiring that you really feel like giving up. Sometimes, I just hope that I don't exist, that nobody knows me, and I can just disappear without a trace.
If someday, I don't reply to your sms or your call,
then just let me be.
I need some time alone.
Don't try to find me,
but just pretend that I never exist.
`Sometimes @ 4:13 AM
