- Met xi xuan at the mrt station today. Thought i'll never see her again after my seconday school. We used to be quite close to one another as shes the one who sit beside me during class, taught me those qns that i dont know know how to do... etc. Then, stupid rumors starts to spread about us. Well, if u know me enough, u'll know wat i would've done. I started to draw a gap between us. This gap gets bigger each day. Then we moved on to different classes during our sec 3. Although we still see each other at school, i'll normally be the one trying to ignore her. And so, its been like that til now.
But i've changed. Today, i was surprised to see her at the station. I knew that somehow, she'll ignore me or pretend not to see me, cos thats what i'll always do. And so, I looked at her, til she looks back at me. We smiled and talked.. just like before. I think she must be totally surprised that i took the initiative..
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I had my life science quiz today, and i was totally disappointed. Only scored 21/35 after studing so hard for it. My friend, on the hand, didnt even touch his tutorial, scored 27/35. This is so unfair. I thought that if i put in effort into studing, i might at least be on par or score better than him. But i was wrong. The result from studing and not studing is the same.. so what's the point of studing?
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To auntie:
Thanks for the company just now. I know that u have put in effort into trying to make me happy. And im very gladful for that. Though it didnt really workout, I'm glad that u tried. And thats what i want from you... really. I want u to try, even if the outcome is not as disirable as you want it to be.
Thanks, once again. :)
Thanks for the company just now. I know that u have put in effort into trying to make me happy. And im very gladful for that. Though it didnt really workout, I'm glad that u tried. And thats what i want from you... really. I want u to try, even if the outcome is not as disirable as you want it to be.
Thanks, once again. :)
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Next week will be my term break. But it seems like i'll have to study during my break. Lab reports, tutorials, physic quiz, and topics to read up. I want to go out! but i also need to study... damn.. like wat my maths lecturer always say: LIFE's HARD! isnt it?
`Sometimes @ 8:19 PM
