- Disappointment
Im just half a month more to ORD.. and i am so fucking disappointed with myself, my boss and freaking NCC.
Sad that i didnt pass my IPPT for the last time. Not that i didnt try hard enough or didnt want to, but its just my freaking stomach doesnt obey me. For the pass month or so, i've been feeling sick.. literally. Gas keeps burpping out of my mouth or i'll keep farting. Its VERY irritating. Imagine walking halfway and u feel stitches, or running halfway and u feel like vomiting... Sickening.
Disappointment with Maj Chua. He gave me an A for my conduct in my 1 1/2 yrs in NCC. Well, i was at first surprise with the grade that he gave me. But when he found that he had to write a justification for it, he changed to a B grade. Freaking disappointed. I know i dont deserve the A grade, but if u decided to give an A and change ur mind cos u dont want to write the justification, then u are not being fair to me, or to urself. Why make me happy when u want to stab me in the back? Freaking Disappointed.
Ok... suren is getting married soon :) and congratz to him. That means he will be in gd mood til the day i ORD..i hope. Rahman and I still own him one tentage. And its a nightmare! The missing small parts were not an issue cos we got mr kalingam to help us source for it. The main problem is the missing canvas, which cos arounf $800.00. Well if we cant find it by this wed (i doubt we could), we'll have to pay for it. What a way to ORD.
Well.. if u put it in another way, paying $400.00 for freedom, for our pink ic, its kind of worth it.
These few days that im in camp, all the warrdens that are receiving the golden handshake are kind of sad, especially wo kitto. Though he didnt mention it, i can tell that he is quite worried abt his future after he ROD. SAD. He thought he can service in NCC in another 10 yrs, but army his decided to axed away old warrdens that are hindering them from progressing. This is a fact of life, the real outside world.
And andy got his pink ic today.
`Sometimes @ 7:44 PM
