- haiz... damn unlucky today.. Everything seems to go wrong. Mother have to go around nagging abt me playing comp all the time. And im so immune to it, i dun even care any more. That's actually the terminal stage.
Then the food at home sux too.. literally. I really feel like vomiting after eating it. Im not sure if i've become picky abt food, or im really getting out of hand. I feel that im losing control as my days goes by. Im not myself anymore. I just hope i wont go around commiting crimes or raping people.. really.
I feeling sick.. mentally. And the condition is getting worse. Its sometimes feels worse than dying.. really. At least when u die, u dun have to suffer that much.
`Sometimes @ 8:00 PM
