went out with the OCC teachers yesterday.. hmm.. ok.. the outcome is just wat i have expected --- Indian Restaurant, eating.. trying to find topic to talk abt.. its just funny out hard we try to dig out stories to talk abt.. its sooo unnatural.. and well.. that someone was there also...

To that someone(though i know u will nv get to read this),
hows the meeting today man? Well im not sure if i've hurt u with my words or anything, and i really hope u dont take it to heart k? Sometimes im just being oversensitive over certain issues and its not as easy as u thought to overcome this kind of things.One thing i realise abt u is that u r not that sensitive, and this could be very hurting at times.. This doesnt mean that u r not considerate though.. at least u know i need a breather and gave me a break.. well sometimes quietness is also a blessing :)

And i'm not sure wats really happening to me man.. i cant make decisions when im with girls.. OMG! I hate myself for that.. not that i cant make decision, but i dont want to.. I just scare that i might hurt their feelings or say the wrong word or something.. Why do i have to be so considerate? when we are all living in a selfish world.. Why am i a pisces?