just felt there no meaning in life. No point in living in this world. Why am i even here? Im too sick of the relationships surrounding me. Friends, Family, etc. Too sick of thinking how people will think. Too sick of being so considerate for other people. Sometimes, i really want to be left alone in my own world. All these relationships make my life so miserable, its life suffocating me. I could hardly breathe anymore. I feel like im living my life for others but not myself. Why? Sometimes, i jsut feel like leaving everything behind, and go to a place where nobody knows me. I dont know who i am anymore. Am i really being me? Or am i pretending to be me?
He's back. And out of control. I have totally lost control over him already. He's taking over my mind, devouring my life as the days past by. For a moment i thought he was gone for good. But i was wrong. He was there all along. Hiding. Till now, when the situation get worse did i realised his presence. He has totally changed my life and made it miserable. He appeared out of nowhere when i was only 12 yrs old. I didnt understand him well then. But now, its a totally different ball game. Rules have changed. And i have lost total control it. Its a game where u know whose the winner and whose the loser from the start. And yet you are forced into it, with little preparation and completely no idea whats going on...
WhAt iS LoVe?-`
`Sometimes @ 12:34 AM
