tomorrow got some activities for some cadets.. think its for the wallaby guys to get to know more abt each other..

suddenly miss my school days.. miss all those that were used to be very close to me.. miss teacher! ya i called back to Mr Mooi last week cos i need to borrow 3 archery target boards for OCC course (the old ones cant be used, and new ones has not arrived). He pretended to have forgotten me. Of Course i felt disappointed. Then i ask him if he could lend us the target boards ( its school property). He said that we have to write in to the principle to request for it.. but theres one sentence tt he said that i will nv forget. He said :" Wa liao, so long didnt call me, want to lend things then call me." i dun know how to describe this feeling after hearing these words. I felt so ashame. Did i forgot about my teachers who groom me all these years? Or am i trying to avoid them? i hasnt really been keeping up with them all these years. why? am i too lazy, or cant be bothered? come to think of it, i have been against my morals. i wasnt like that in the past. i have really changed! i hope i dun get worst..:(